I woke up, the restless feeling wrapped me up. I was lazy to continue my day, I just want to sleep for long time and I didn't want to see anyone. But, the world never gives you a chance just to break right, doesn't it? I thought then, I played in my cemetery of dreams, alone and crying.
Every day, I dig in the ground to cement my little dream, until nothing I have. Did you ever feel the sense of (like Akeboshi's song) "so many places, so many ways, there's no way home, no way I belong"? This is why I engage with Akeboshi's music, because he can describe my feeling better.
And after that, I want to save my private life. It's okay I don't have anyone, every time I through it successfully. Please God, only it is my privilege, to save my life only for myself. I have been tired God.
I want to grow my dream, to live in abroad, far away from Indonesia. Go to Japan, or Norway, or UK, it will be better. But, it's stupid, just a panasea. Far away from people, ya, maybe. Haha. I am sad, as always.
But, thanks for Boy Pablo for this funny song, it has made me so much better:
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