All of My Condolence to BJ Habibie

Hello Grandpa Habibie, how fast time passed away. Did you remember at 19 April 2019 we met at National Heroes' Grave Park Kalibata? You weared white cloth, I was too. You and your entourage read Yassin in Grandma Ainun Habibie's funeral. I waited you few meters back of you. All of my intentions navel to you. Ultimately,  you had done reading and flush the flowers upon Grandma Ainun's tomb. You know Grandpa, at that time, I had been envy with Grandma, why she had very allegiance husband like you. I pray too to God: God, please give me husband like Grandpa. Who always accompany me when I died. And if my husband dies firstly, I want to be like Grandpa Habibie too, every Friday went to funeral for his wife.

Grandma Ainun's tomb

Pray

Flush the flower

After that, I kiss your hand like children kiss their parent's hand. Felt subtle, and I pray anymore, God I want to be discerning like Grandpa too. I still want to meet him after this God. And this day, the information like thunderous in my head. Media reports that you die Grandpa. I have cried. I adore you. Everyone feels losing of you. Many status' in WhatsApp and Instagram tell how lasting you are. From your allegiance, your role as father of reformation, as aerodynamic (physics) scientist, inside to be the third president of Indonesia.

I am beside you Grandpa

Might, this day the world sad, but someone ever read, in other land the creature happy you move your own on their land. Happy meets Grandma, Grandpa. I love you are both.

Semarang, 11 September 2019

Keane and Their Energy's Song

"Everybody's Changing" teaches me: it's okay changing, don't be afraid, everything changes will make your life more thunderous. Your own land fill of fraud, but it's your whole beautiful land that only have by you. Maybe you will feel aching, breaking, and no one believe on yourself. Or maybe just pain that people look from your eyes. Just enjoy, soon it will be disappeared. If you are feeling fail, just remember your name and awake, there means on your name, there is many struggles how your parent grew you are. Your name will give you more energy than you had felt before. You just have so little time to understand and so little time to stay at this game. It relates with everything around you who are changing too, and this that makes you don't feel the same. Let's hear...

Keane - Everybody's Changing

Lyric:

 You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But…

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

"Somewhere Only We Know" what the deep it is! God, firstly reflect this song I have cried. I just remember all my simple thing which I have. Something that I only know--and people don't know. People for I am or maybe just I am, feeling that they too arrogant searching for beyond and too stupid understand simple little thing that we have around us. Until getting old and understand nothing. Simple thing is near, simple thing that could be the end, and it's make you complete. Simple thing to rely on. Maybe just one minute to talk, to do, something only we know.

Lyric:

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river, and it made me complete

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
So why don't we go?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?

Keane - Sovereign Light Café

"Sovereign Light Café" is getting me so beat more. It makes me like doing far passage but just around yourself. Clueless right? Ha-ha. But it's funny and reflect my memory with someone who I love. I am not disillusioned with him of the far way, switched to who really care me. Where I befriended the deep communication. The memory boarded a steamboat, which took it downriver, forced it in. And it makes me to be better woman than before.

Lyric:

I'm going back to a time when we owned this town
Down Powdermill lane and the Battle grounds
We were friends and lovers and clueless clowns

I didn't know I was finding out how I'd be torn from you
When we talked about things we were gonna do
We were wide-eyed dreamers and wiser too

We'd go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

I'm begging you for some sign, but you've still got nothing to say
Don't turn your back on me, don't walk away
I'm a better man now than I was that day.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

I wheel my bike off the train,
Up the North Trade Road.
And look for you on Marley Lane
In every building, in every street sign
Oh, why did we ever go
So far from home?

Well, you got nothing to hide, you can't change who you really are,
You can get a big house and a faster car
You can run away, boy, but you won't go far.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

Sha la la la la la la dee lay, yeah,
I'm going where the people know my name