In spirituality, no one can judge you. No one can bluff you.

Maybe, I am not a good preacher. But, all the things I do are to bring myself to the light, in His greatness. I still try meditation even though I know that I may fail. Sometimes, I only want to be honest to myself, everything I do is something I aware that I want to do. Not because it is influenced by the outside world around me. 

Every Monday's night, Shraddha Ma gives us new insight into spirituality. This night, I learned that the inside is more important than the outside. I learned about equality too, religions sometimes are just fashions. 

I learned from Tejomoyee Maa that, "In spirituality, no one can judge you. No one can bluff you." 

She told to us that Bhagavan never disciminated against people, whether because of social status, class, religion, skin colour, etc. Until now, his values about oneness remain eternal. He made devotee' practices as a priority. 

And, I want to write too, when I did a meditation practice at Katedral Jakarta with Romo Mahar and Catholic people, even though I was the only woman who wore a jilbab, but I was happy, and felt the sense of equality. One more experience: there was a girl who smiled to me effortlessly, and I felt that her smile was so honest. And, I am thankful for that. I continue to remember it. 🙏