Rabu, 05 Juni 2019

Without Regret for What I've Done

Year by year, when Idul Fitri has come, maybe just one sentence that always repeat by my brother in there--even maybe I was saying sorry on thousand times: "without regret from we have done. Taqobbal ya kariim."

And it makes me thinking anymore, do I regret with all I have done or do ever? Yes, I do. Why? I don't know clearly why. Are you apologize yourself? I am not sure. For me, very easily apologize other people and difficultly apologize myself. It has made me sad and hurt. 

My brother taught me much how to see the world. How I have valued something. Its have been principal to me. He is very independent man that I ever met. Realist, naturalist, solitary, and I owe him with his character example. Are you feel that he is your patron Isma? Ostensibly. I just stranger on his mind who much copy his act and how he's thinking. I'm not sure but he is like my other part of myself. Even, consciously I just one of his complex world. Like one of billion men in mankind. 

But I don't care. We are same character at principal stance. We are equal. He taught the people around him too and I'm not special of course. In the fact, many people love him. No problem, it's done naturally. 

Repeatedly: without regret for I've done. Minal aidzin wal faidzin. 

Alone at The Old Town, Jakarta, 1 Syawal 2019.

Selasa, 04 Juni 2019

The Progressive Web's Choosing for Yours

These I convey some vivid webs ...  I hope it can detox your grief, your flatness life, your messy plan, your mutter act, your ache-yearn psyche.  These webs avoid all. When it read at affordable, will murmur a hulking friend or kindling the beam. Hahaha, it sounds exaggerated for all start bearding ostensibly. The most effective to move your boring are reading progressive web. Just coasting, elevating, and encroaching it. LEARN.

Open Culture for special part of Radical Philosophy Journal Archive
Marxist Internet Archive I prefer first forward to Indonesia's session
The Platypus Affiliated Society special on these critical theory and primary Marxist reading
Absolutely The Guardian
Definitely Jacobin
AEON 
Brain Pickings
....

Book's download: firstly my tips, you can search what you're looking for at https://books.google.com/, or Amazon then if the book isn't free, you can coast here...

Libgen2M (research, scientific)
Openlibrary.org (all genres: art, fantasy, bioraphies, etc)
Project Gutenberg (all genres: canon novel, literature, science)
Read Print (essays, fiction, non-fiction, etc)
The Literature Network (literature base only)
LibriVox (for audiobooks pals, very recommend for listening)
Get Free Books (novel, short stories)
World eBook Fair (all genres: literature, philosophy, etc)
Many Books (novel, stories of young adult, mystery, romance, etc)
Book Boon (all genres psychology, education, myths, etc)
Book Yards (all genres: children, audio, business finance, etc)
International Children's Digital Library (for children's book)
Internet Sacred Text Archive (eligion, mythology, folklore)
ZLibrary (how to/tutorial, self improvement, motivation, etc)
Ebook Bike (novel, romance, etc)

Etc you can give recommendation in commentary's column.


Free download, free learn, and learn was free as the air that we breathe.

Minggu, 02 Juni 2019

A Proverb: Necessity is the Mother of Invention

This proverb was declared by Plato at his book, Republic. The main idea for me is inhabiting, visceral, paved, and groundbreaking at the start. When you asked me why I am still reading until now? Because reading is my necessity, not only to find some invention, but span profundity the basic of my life.

My mother at Menggung Village, Central Java ever said to me, "seldom man who really avid reading like you." She's saying has given me courage to be vast reader every time, everywhere. Although, I've been slow reader, deliberate reader, that takes me need more time to understand. But in reading, I plan to go long. Each word move me to others.

Reading and writing are the most focus of my life. They're sustaining me much from ribald world. It's about creating those lives and stories, rather than waiting someone else to make them real. Jessica Andrew, the writer of Saltwater ever said: "[when] you're trying to make art and working lots of jobs and not getting anywhere. It's demoralizing. Doing lots of DIY stuff with small presses really keeps you going and reminds you that writing is meaningful." With that, definitely you should not have to prove any shit.

Source Image: The New York Times

Many efforts to make what necessity in writing was invention. Richard Powers read more than 120 single-volume books about trees to make his book The Overstory (2018). Powers is a America novelist who focus on scientific effect, neuroscience, chemical engineering, genetics, actuarial environmentalism, and modern technology. The Overstory had talked about the wisdom of trees. Trees like men too, they are communal. Powers not only drawn growing the trees in the pile of 100-odd photographs, but also he recorded the evolution of technology. It splits into 4 parts: roots, trunk, crown, and seeds. 

"What was really lovely about doing the research this time was that it didn't feel like research. It felt like literally a walk in woods. I did end up reading copiously. I read more than 120 single-volume books about trees," said Powers to The Guardian.

He did as ecowarriors or might are called  to eco-writers do as Keats wrote: scenery is fine, but human nature finer. Beside Powers there are many names in this stream like: Peter Wohlleben, Cormac McCarthy, Margaret Atwood, Jonatahan Franzen, etcetera.


Happy Sunday,

Isma

Jumat, 31 Mei 2019

Few Intellectuals in Court of Public Opinion by Benedict Anderson

Ps: This one of best writing about academic world in theory and practice--and honestly I am crying for that. I repost for education. You can read about Ben too in Indoprogress posting, was written by John Roosa, "Obituari: Benedict Anderson (1936-2015)".

Few Intellectuals in Court of Public Opinion

Over the past few weeks, I have had the enjoyable experience of reading through most of the annual volumes issued by the Nippon Foundation. Most of the contributions are eye-opening, not merely for their quality, but also for their comparative reach, and the doors that they open to various networks of people concerned about the adequacy of a long list of state policies. Nonetheless, as a whole, they arouse certain anxieties in my mind, possibly because I spent many academic years as a so-called political scientist.

The past decade, say 1998 to 2008, has seen many rapid changes not only on the countries covered by the foundation’s initiative, but in the globe as a whole. It has ended with the most colossal, and global, economic crisis since the Great Depression of the 1930s, and followed the regional financial crisis of 1997-1998.

Politically speaking, the decade started with an admirable outburst of reformist politics, but has ended depressingly with the entrenchment of oligarchies in Indonesia, the Philippines, Thailand and Malaysia. In all these places, the level of economic inequality has rapidly increased, human rights have been constantly abused, and state control of the mass media has become more formidable.

What struck me on reading many of the papers in the foundation’s volumes was the relative invisibility of all this turmoil. One could use as an example Thailand, now in the grip of a long-term political crisis, of which the signs were already visible at the start of the new century. But the Thailand papers barely mentioned Thaksin Shinawatra, the problems of the monarchy, or the bitter insurrection in the Muslim, Malay-speaking, far South. There was no warning in them of the coming red shirt movement we read about every day in the newspapers. One could read most of the papers on the Philippines without getting any idea of the disastrous presidency of Gloria Macapagal Arroyo, and so on.

Why should this be so?

One could start with the long-term decline of the traditional public intellectual, whose primary readership or audience was the public at large. In the 1960s and 1970s the most influential public intellectual in the Philippines was certainly Renato Constantino, who wrote many historical studies with a strong left-nationalist character, and who was bitterly hostile to what he called the persisting “colonial mentality” among his fellow citizens. He was not alone. For example, the Protestant American William Henry Scott also wrote influential books about the early history of the Philippines, and about the abused pagan minorities in the Luzon Cordillera. Neither of them was an academic or a professional journalist. Today almost no such commanding people exist. No Indonesian had so grand an output as the late Pramoedya Ananta Toer, who never finished high school, but wrote a series of extraordinary novels and short stories for the general public, even though he spent many years in prison. As yet, he has no successor.

In Thailand, Sulak Sivaraksa has for decades been his country’s most powerful social-political critic, and has repeatedly been accused of insulting the monarchy. He has no academic appointment, and is not a journalist. But he is now in his 70s, and has no obvious successor.

Malaysia has one such person, who is still quite young, the satirist, editor, outstanding film-maker, and essayist Amir Muhammad. Again, not an academic, journalist or civil servant.

You will have noticed that I emphasise particularly the absence of academic occupations. This point leads me to the first of two profound changes making the survival of public intellectuals difficult: it is professionalisation of universities, following the American example, which in turn borrowed heavily from 19th Century Germany. This professionalisation was originally built on the powerful institution of the disciplines, in other words the fragmentation of knowledge and study according to the logic of the division of labour. In itself, it discouraged historians interested in anthropology and economists interested in sociology; but it also meant that success in scholarly life was largely determined by senior figures in the disciplines.

In addition, professionalisation encouraged the development of technical jargon understandable only by people in the same academic disciplines. This in turn meant that, more and more, academics wrote for each other, published in “professional journals”, and in university presses. The general public was increasingly excluded by this tendency.

Writing books for this kind of readership was typically regarded as superficial and unscientific. Elegant prose was less and less esteemed.

Nonetheless America was in some ways unique. First of all, it had no national-level state-owned universities, unlike almost every other country in the world. Most of the top universities were private. Second, the country developed thousands of universities in response to popular demand, at a time when university degrees were thought of as requirements for well-paying jobs within and without the universities themselves. Thirdly, the country has a long tradition of hostility to university intellectuals in general, meaning that only a small minority of professors had any powerful connections to the political elite or the mass media. Yet the American example was very powerful from the 1950s onwards, given the country’s hegemonic global position during and after the Cold War. Tens of thousands of youngsters from most parts of the so-called Free World were invited to to come to America to get advanced degrees, and were amply funded by private foundations and state agencies. On their return home, they were supposed to follow their teachers’ example and reinvent university life, often with substantial American financial and political support.

But this task was carried out only in part, given the character of the societies from which the youngsters had come. In Southeast Asia, for example, the top universities are usually owned by the state, and their staffs are civil servants of one sort or another. There is a long tradition of respect for learning, based on both pre-colonial and colonial-era social orders. This respect for learning is fortified by the strong connection to the state. Professors have access to the political elite and the mass media in a way almost unthinkable in the USA. On the other hand their social status has usually not been paralleled by comparable financial support. In the US professors are very highly paid, many senior professors earning US$100,000 (3.2 million baht) plus every year. In Southeast Asia, in contrast, professors are badly paid, so end up working on useless state research projects, moonlighting at other universities, speculating in real estate, and various kinds of mass media opportunities such as becoming columnists in newspapers, TV personalities and so forth. Students are often neglected or ignored, or treated in a bureaucratic manner.

A good many academics prefer not to teach at all, but sit in research institutes which is rarely very productive. This is why so many of the best students are largely autodidacts and despise their nominal teachers.

Under such circumstances many academics pragmatically align themselves with the political elite. Otherwise they compete fiercely for grants made available by agencies in the rich countries, who have their own agenda.

Moonlighting for the mass media has its own problems. TV slots pay well, but usually no one is given more than 5 minutes, which is not enough to explain anything important. Writing columns at least encourages academics to write for a wide general public, but serious scholars cannot turn out weekly columns without endlessly repeating themselves, chatting about themselves, and obeying the instructions of the editors and owners of newspapers. They become employees – of the state, of the foreign foundations, or newspaper moguls, and TV managers. Small wonder that they have little time to do real research, write significant books, or seriously challenge anything. They are also peculiarly isolated.

Let me give you one striking example. A couple of years ago, I gave a lecture at a top Bangkok university for about 300 professors and students. In the course of this talk, I spoke at some length about the first genuine genius Thailand has produced since the 1960s – the great film-maker Apichatpong Weerasethakul, who won two top prizes at Cannes within the space of three years, and has also won awards all over the film world. At the end, I asked those who had ever heard of Apichatpong to raise their hands. About 10 hands were raised, all by students. How many had seen any of his films? About six, again all students.

I suddenly realised the isolated ignorance of the professors, who only watch Hollywood films, and their arrogance: film-makers have no university degrees!

Almost no bridges between professors and film-makers, novelists and painters, and so on. No wonder that film-makers and novelists usually have a very low opinion of professors. Only unprofessional students are connected to the two worlds. All of this suggests some of the reasons why it is unlikely to find public intellectuals in universities, though there are always important exceptions.

But one cannot blame universities without considering the environment in which they exist. Here I come to the second major change affecting the survival of the public intellectual. This can be described as the changing culture of the elite and the ways in which they make use of the power of the state.

The first thing to notice is the gathering trend for the elite to send their children to so-called international primary and secondary schools in their own countries, then send them overseas for various tertiary degrees, mainly to the US and the UK, as well as France, Japan, Australia, Singapore and so on. This outlook obviously implies indifference to, if not contempt for, the countries’ own educational institutions. For this reason, the elite have few qualms about massive political interference in university life. In the end, only degrees from foreign universities have any real prestige.

This situation is the opposite of what occurred in the early days of independence when everyone was proud of their schools, and teachers were still generally respected. What do the children of the elite study, if they study at all? You can be sure the degrees will be mainly professional-commercial: business management, marketing, economics, technocratic or small scale projects unlikely to create problems – not only for themselves but also for the youngsters that they sponsored and financed.

Anecdote: When I last spoke with Amir Muhammad, he told me that his little publishing firm had just printed a collection of short stories by gay and lesbian writers. Knowing the harsh legal penalties for “abnormal” sexual relations in Malaysia, I asked him if he was afraid of repression. “Not at all,” he said, laughing. “Our rulers never read books, only two-page policy recommendations and the daily press. Plus, the book is in English, which they are not very good at anyway.”

Source: Bangkok Post, 28 June 2010.

Kamis, 30 Mei 2019

Feeling like our work is more meaningful is important

Day workers like me should remember their life is easy when compared to those who work at night. People who often do some of the most important jobs – such as nurses and doctors – have shift patterns that mean they get much less sleep and suffer more ill health than day workers. Battling the noon-day demon is nothing when compared with the midnight spectre that haunts some people. (Source: https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2019/may/29/sleepy-afternoon-work-fit-lull-flexible)


Senin, 18 Februari 2019

Do Something Simple

Pesan kakak saya dari Papua:

"If we do nothing ... we are nothing."

"Sederhana ...
karena sederhana itu indah, mudah dicerna, tp tetap punya karakter hehehehehe"

Jumat, 28 Desember 2018

Novel: Gangster Ramah Lingkungan


Gangster Ramah Lingkungan (GRL) adalah novel pertama yang berhasil saya selesaikan di tahun 2015 lalu. Saya berniat menerbitkannya secara daring agar tak lumutan di hardisk laptop, dan agar hidup saya bisa memberi sedikit manfaat bagi pihak-pihak yang sudi membaca. 

Novel ini bertema keluarga, persahabatan, juga cinta, terinspirasi dari orang-orang dekat dan kawan-kawan saya sendiri; yang mengajari saya tentang hidup dan sisi-sisi lain terkait hidup. Saya mencoba mengambil latar Sunda—meski saya Jawa dan tak bisa Bahasa Sunda.

Terima kasih untuk semua pihak yang memberi sumbangan imajinasi. Khususnya Keluarga H, UIN, Arena, Eska, Gorong-Gorong Institut, Nuun, dan Jogjakarta. Judul dan isi cerita ini banyak dipantik oleh mereka dengan begitu banyak pengubahan. Sekali lagi, terima kasih.