Wishes

Today, I have been crying three times: (1) in the morning about my work that I think will never be good enough for my boss, (2) in the afternoon, remembering my past love, (3) in the night when I am listening to Beach House singing a song titled "Wishes". I am sorry, I'm a bit sentimental today; even a little thing can make me cry. 

The roses on the lawn
Don't know which side you're on
In a daze, it will change
Wishes on a wheel
Wishes on a wheel

The voices in the hall
Will carry on their talking
Carry weight you can't take
Wishes on a wheel
Is it even real?

The contact that you make
The moment when a memory aches
Who can tell?
You do it well

Wishes on a wheel
How's it supposed to feel? 

As a sad girl, hearing this song is like holding me. I want to sleep on the lawn where the sky is good.